I know I said I was done with blogging a while ago but......... I guess I'm not. So here is my newest. May it bring God glory!!
The Lord Jesus Christ is salvation!!
Mark 3:20-30
Then Jesus entered a house, and again a crowd gathered, so that he and his disciples were not even able to eat. When his family heard about this, they went to take charge of him, for they said, "He is out of his mind." And the teachers of the law who came down from Jerusalem said, "He is possessed by Beelzebub! By the prince of demons he is driving out demons." So Jesus called them and spoke to them in parables: "How can Satan drive out Satan? If a kingdom is divided against itself, that kingdom cannot stand. If a house is divided against itself, that house cannot stand. And if Satan opposes himself and is divided, he cannot stand; his end has come. In fact, no one can enter a strong man's house and carry off his possessions unless he first ties up the strong man. Then he can rob his house. I tell you the truth, all the sins and blasphemies of men will be forgiven them. But whoever blasphemes against the Holy Spirit will never be forgiven; he is guilty of an eternal sin." He said this because they were saying, "He has an evil spirit."
I was assailed by a most devious lie the other night. It was the fear of a thought that I might commit accidental blasphemy against the Spirit of the most High God, a sin Christ Jesus says in the gospels is unforgivable. The reason I say assail is because it became a constant urge at the back of every thought (a tip of the tongue sort of thing) to say something degrading about the Spirit of God. It was magnified by the intense physical manifestation of feeling sick to the stomach at the very thought I might accidentally give in and just shout out such a perverse and twisted sin. Every few seconds as the attack knocked at the back of the mind I felt certain it might break into conscious thought if I let down my guard for event a moment. Did it come from Him to test me? His word says that He never tempts us with evil (James 1:13-14). So then I thought that the temptation came from a heart of wickedness within me. How could I possibly endure the thought that my wicked heart (or the wickedness I allowed into my mind from giving into the everyday sinful deeds of the world i.e. watching shows that took the lords name in vain etc. ) would tear me from my Lord. I spent an hour of pleading to be free of that urge and praying and singing praises in my mind to fight that impulse to un-wilfully blaspheme His Spirit. To make things clear, this urge came from nowhere in my will and I had the strongest of desires against it, but how long would it nag me I didn’t know. I slept that night lightly, awaking frequently with a racing heartbeat as I fled from that knocking in my mind. Christ promised us salvation (I thought) why should I be made a slave of the wickedness I’d allowed into my minds heart? The next day I told some of my family about this plight and asked them to pray for me. To be free of it would be a blessed day not to mention I was still physically sick(anxious, upset stomach, depressed) with every stray thought that would sneak past my minds guard. It was my family that assured me that this was not from my heart but an attack of the deceiver and enemy of my faith. For first it attacked my defences.
Such as…Am I saved? If we claim to have fellowship with Him yet walk in the darkness, we lie and do not live by the truth. But if we walk in the light, as He is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus, His Son, purifies us from all sin 1 John 1:6-7. Was I walking in the Light or had I been wandering in worldly pleasures and hiding in darkness? Did I have the Holy Spirit in me? Does every one who asks for salvation and believe in Christ receive His Spirit automatically? Was God making me endure this as punishment for my sins? Even though it was something I couldn’t endure? Did I have a way out from this temptation (as it says in His word I would have if I was in Christ (1 Corinthians 10:13 No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, He will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.)?
Those were a few of the attacks but HE is faithful. Christ Jesus has paid the penalty for all of our sins! And the next night He reassured my mind and my heart that I could not commit such a sin because His Spirit was in me and would keep me from sin. How did I know His Spirit was in me? Because He promised it to us and because He is a Father who loves us, yes, He loves us! Luke 11:9-13 So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened. "Which of you fathers, if your son asks for a fish, will give him a snake instead? Or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion? If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him!"
You see I had been led to doubt His faithfulness and love toward me, and so assumed I could commit such a blasphemy and not be forgiven. Jesus paid it all and if I did “accidentally” do such a wicked thing, He is my defender, and although it seemed very plausible (in my mind) that I could slip up at that time and commit an unforgivable sin, that too was a lie and an attack. No one who is born of God practices sin, because His seed abides in him; and he cannot sin, because he is born of God.1John 3:9 So then truly there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, because through Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit of life set me free from the law of sin and death. For what the law was powerless to do in that it was weakened by the sinful nature, God did by sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful man to be a sin offering. And so He condemned sin in sinful man, in order that the righteous requirements of the law might be fully met in us, who do not live according to the sinful nature but according to the Spirit. Romans 8:1-4.
Should I test such a thing? Of course not, for His word says that we should not put the Lord to a foolish test. But if anybody does sin, we have one who speaks to the Father in our defence, Jesus Christ, the Righteous One. 1 john 1:1
Was that the end of my concerns now knowing I could not, because of Christ in me, commit such a wayward act of blasphemy? No, for unfortunately my mind (and perhaps faith) was weak and I still feared the attack itself, that I would again have such an urge to overcome. Even while knowing it was Him in me who would overcome it. It was an irrational fear, one that still made me sick to the stomach at the thought of it. So how was I set free from this irrational fear? By the knowledge that these struggles are not without His abounding grace. For in our enduring them we bring Glory to God. Look at the prophets and Job for instance, He was told to curse God and die. But in their persevering they brought God glory and that was joy to me. James 5:10-11Brothers, as an example of patience in the face of suffering, take the prophets who spoke in the name of the Lord. As you know, we consider blessed those who have persevered. You have heard of Job's perseverance and have seen what the Lord finally brought about. The Lord is full of compassion and mercy. I had been distressing over a bout of feeling useless to God for some time. Sitting around without a stalwart ministry just feeding my daily pleasures and feeling disappointed with my lack of sharing the good news of Christ Jesus. But if I can serve God by enduring the attacks of the enemy with the Lord by my side, and in doing so bring God glory then the irrational fear was gone because I no longer feared what would bring glory to God. That said I am often short-sighted as how to serve God and overlook serving Him just with my daily obedience and praise, because if I’m not changing the world around me then I usually count it a failure. This of course is all my own misconceptions of God and His desires and so I need His help there too. So although I perceive myself to have many failures, Christ’s truth makes it more than clear that we never truly fail, but as He guides us we stay on a path to righteousness and though we stumble He picks us up. Anyway back to the point, it was this thought of bringing Him glory by enduring the attacks of the enemy that brought me peace in the end. Just as Christ endured the cross for my sake I can with His help endure these fears until He conquers them with His truth. Philippians 4:13 “I can do all things through Him who strengthens me.”
In conclusion: If a house divided against itself can not stand then we are either a part of one house or the other. We cannot possess both the Spirit of the living God and a spirit that is against Him. And If He is with us we have no reason to fear for He is both our shield and fortress.
So how do we know we are saved and have His Spirit?
#1 Faith in a faithful God and Faith in His love, Ask and it will be given to you! Trust His loving kindness. And rejoice in His goodness. Proverbs 3:5 Trust in the Lord with all of your heart and lean not on your own understanding.
#2 Test your Heart 1 John 4:1-6 Dear friends, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world. This is how you can recognize the Spirit of God: Every spirit that acknowledges that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God, but every spirit that does not acknowledge Jesus is not from God. This is the spirit of the antichrist, which you have heard is coming and even now is already in the world. You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the “One” who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world. They are from the world and therefore speak from the viewpoint of the world, and the world listens to them. We are from God, and whoever knows God listens to us; but whoever is not from God does not listen to us. This is how we recognize the Spirit of truth and the spirit of falsehood. It’s important to note here that Christ means messiah, the anointed one of God, because there are those who say they believe that a man named Jesus was born a Jew and was a prophet but they neglect that He was the Christ (Messiah), still others use Christ as a surname and not the title of Messiah(and ignore His true nature).
#3 Trust His word! If you believe His word that there is such a sin that is an eternal sin, then you must also believe the promises in His word to those who believe in Jesus as our saviour. His word that says we are saved in Christ Jesus from all sin and from the ability to commit such a sin. Ezekiel 37:23 They will no longer defile themselves with their idols and vile images or with any of their offences, for I will save them from all their sinful backsliding, and I will cleanse them. They will be my people, and I will be their God. Matt 1:21 She will give birth to a son, and you are to give Him the name Jesus, because He will save His people from their sins." Romans 8:38-39For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord. His word that says He gives His children good gifts and His word that promises us an eternal inheritance and His word that promises us the Holy Spirit to guide and keep us from sin like a Shepherd who protects his flock at night. 2 Cor. 1:20 For no matter how many promises God has made, they are "Yes" in Christ. And so through him the "Amen" is spoken by us to the glory of God. So if you believe the warnings to those who do not believe then also believe the promises and covenant He has made with us who believe in Him. And Rejoice!
#4 Don’t trust in yourself and so fear your sinful nature! Hebrews 12:2 Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.
2 Timothy 1:12 For this reason I also suffer these things; nevertheless I am not ashamed, for I know whom I have believed and am persuaded that He is able to keep what I have committed to Him until that Day. If you’ve used your free will to commit yourself to God and are under His covenant then rejoice and be assured that He will keep that which you’ve committed to Him even your eternal life.
#5 Believe and trust that just as His word says Faith is enough to lead you to righteousness in Christ Jesus!! Romans 4:16-25 Therefore, the promise comes by faith, so that it may be by grace and may be guaranteed to all Abraham's offspring—not only to those who are of the law but also to those who are of the faith of Abraham. He is the father of us all. As it is written: "I have made you a father of many nations.” He is our father in the sight of God, in whom he believed—the God who gives life to the dead and calls things that are not as though they were.
Against all hope, Abraham in hope believed and so became the father of many nations, just as it had been said to him, "So shall your offspring be." Without weakening in his faith, he faced the fact that his body was as good as dead—since he was about a hundred years old—and that Sarah's womb was also dead. Yet he did not waver through unbelief regarding the promise of God, but was strengthened in his faith and gave glory to God, being fully persuaded that God had power to do what he had promised. This is why "it was credited to him as righteousness." The words "it was credited to him" were written not for him alone, but also for us, to whom God will credit righteousness—for us who believe in Him who raised Jesus our Lord from the dead. He was delivered over to death for our sins and was raised to life for our justification.
#6 So now knowing these things let us rejoice in ALL things!! Romans 5:1-5. Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us. James 1:2-4 Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. 1 Thessalonians 5:16-19 Rejoice always; pray without ceasing; in everything give thanks; for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus. Do not quench the Spirit;
#7 Remain in Him!! John 15:4-12 Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me. "I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. If anyone does not remain in me, he is like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned. If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you. This is to my Father's glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples. "As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love. If you obey my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have obeyed my Father's commands and remain in his love. I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete. My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you. 1 John 2:27As for you, the anointing you received from Him remains in you, and you do not need anyone to teach you. But as His anointing teaches you about all things and as that anointing is real, not counterfeit—just as it has taught you, remain in Him. 1 John 3:9 No one who is born of God will continue to sin, because God's seed remains in him; he cannot go on sinning, because he has been born of God.
DO NOT FEAR For you did not receive a spirit that makes you a slave again to fear, but you received the Spirit of sonship. And by Him we cry, "Abba, Father." Romans 8:15
But whenever anyone turns to the Lord, the veil is taken away. Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. And we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord's glory, are being transformed into His likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit. 2 Corinthians 3:16-18
These are some things He reminded me of when He set me free from this fear. And so I finish with this from 2 Peter 1:3-15 His divine power has given us everything we need for life and godliness through our knowledge of Him who called us by His own glory and goodness. Through these He has given us His very great and precious promises, so that through them you may participate in the divine nature and escape the corruption in the world caused by evil desires. For this very reason, make every effort to add to your faith goodness; and to goodness, knowledge; and to knowledge, self-control; and to self-control, perseverance; and to perseverance, godliness; and to godliness, brotherly kindness; and to brotherly kindness, love. For if you possess these qualities in increasing measure, they will keep you from being ineffective and unproductive in your knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ. But if anyone does not have them, he is nearsighted and blind, and has forgotten that he has been cleansed from his past sins. Therefore, my brothers, be all the more eager to make your calling and election sure (you must do all you can to show that God has really chosen and selected you). For if you do these things, you will never fall (stumble), and you will receive a rich welcome into the eternal kingdom of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. So I will always remind you of these things, even though you know them and are firmly established in the truth you now have. I think it is right to refresh your memory as long as I live in the tent of this body, because I know that I will soon put it aside, as our Lord Jesus Christ has made clear to me. And I will make every effort to see that after my departure you will always be able to remember these things.
P.S. A few more good verses:
Hebrews 4:14-16 Therefore, since we have a great high priest who has gone through the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold firmly to the faith we profess. For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses,
but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet was without sin. Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need
1 John 3:16-24 We know love by this, that He laid down His life for us; and we ought to lay down our lives for the brethren. But whoever has the world's goods, and sees his brother in need and closes his heart against him, how does the love of God abide in him? Little children, let us not love with word or with tongue, but in deed and truth. We will know by this that we are of the truth, and will
assure our heart before Him in whatever our heart condemns us; for God is greater than our heart and knows all things. Beloved, if our heart does not condemn us, we have confidence before God; and whatever we ask we receive from Him, because we keep His commandments and do the things that are pleasing in His sight. This is His commandment, that we believe in the name of His Son Jesus Christ, and love one another, just as He commanded us. The one who keeps His commandments abides in Him, and He in him We know by this that He abides in us, by the Spirit whom He has given us.
O.K. so this is a little follow up. It's now November 19 2008 and Christ Jesus has and is continuing to keep me. Praise God! As for the subject of this post I just wanted to add a little more.
#1 John 7:38-39 "He who believes in Me, as the Scripture said, 'From his innermost being will flow rivers of living water.'" But this He spoke of the Spirit, whom those who believed in Him were to receive; for the Spirit was not yet given, because Jesus was not yet glorified."
So then we see that we cannot have eternal life without the Holy Spirit abiding with us, for Christ's Spirit is Life. Then all those in Christ can be confident that if they have eternal life by Him. They also have the promise of True Life in themselves, that is His Spirit. And if we have His Spirit in us (which if we believe in Him, He has given us)then we need not fear accidental denial of Him, for He is in us, keeping us from all sin. Praise God for there is only One(Jesus Christ) by whom we can be saved and He is more than willing to save us and live through us. The Gospel(good news) is this, not mearly that we have been saved from hell and given heaven, but that He is one with us and that from our innermost being will flow rivers of living water. That is the Spirit of the most high God living in us! Praise God that we have this amazing communion with Him. The Law governed things of the flesh, and did not give us Life that is life eternal, but praise be to Christ Jesus that in Him we have true life(His Spirit) and that faith in Him gave us the author of life in our very being! Praise God! So now rejoice for as yet the law remains we have the only one ever to be able to keep the law residing in us. For now you see we are not under the old covenent that leads to death any more but have a new law in us, that is His Spirit of life in, by, and through Christ Jesus our Lord to the Glory of God our Father. Praise Him!